Sunday, May 26, 2024

Everything is changing

 I've arrived at this new point in life wherein everything is changing. I can actually look in the mirror and see my self, my body, my face, and not turn away in revulsion, self-hatred or wondering who it is looking back at me.

I was out in a public place, a rarity in and of itself, and there was a very small child in my view, and I did not turn away or move my chair. instead, I smiled, winked and waved. 

When I look at the clouds, I see shapes, readily, easily, and apparent without effort or forethought. Until this week, even though I stared and studied clouds frequently, I never saw anything more than wonderous, fluffy white stuff. 

I cut my hair for the first time in the seven years that I have lived here. It is now of a length those of us Out remember, can relate to and identify with.

My choice in clothing is different. The two coats I have worn these past five years are now stored away in the closet, replaced by two new ones from the thrift store. One is a much lighter color with a fairly modern style. The other is red, waterproof, puffy, warm and it feels like I'm wearing pleasant protective armor.

All about me, all within me, has shifted. I need to make note of these changes so all are aware.

Tuesday, May 14, 2024

I like Children's Books Because...

Authors tend to write in a way that is easy to understand. Children are allowed to ask questions most adults often know the answer to. Children are curious and want a lot of information on that which interests them.
I have recently picked up three books on stars from the thrift store. This one is my favorite. It provides me with the greatest amount of edible and pertinent knowledge and information...edible because it's easy for me to digest.

I'm okay

My life revolves around therapy twice a week. Each session takes 2 to 3 days to recover from. Most of the time, I'm sitting, processing ...