When we enter this plane, this existence, when we are born, we enter into one of two programs; the people outside or the people inside. Only one is allowed.
The people outside program means that we get love and support and belonging outside of ourselves with others. The people inside program means the only love and support we will ever find is on the inside, within ourselves, creating and living with other alter personalities.
You can't have both. True, as if there were outside support people, even just one outside support person there would have been no need to create the inner sanctum, the inside ones.
Having inside people means people on the outside really seriously messed up. They hurt us bad, repeatedly and frequently. There is no trust outside. There never has been. Why would that change?
The system, the internal system wasn't built to ever accommodate outsiders. Too foreign, too risky. Just not necessary.
We live within where it is always and only safe.
Peace
A middle aged woman who happens to be autistic with multiple personality disorder. A place to write, share and be heard.
Monday, October 22, 2018
The People Program
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